whew. um, well, lemme see.... its been a freaking whirlwind since ive last written anything. first of all. i love BTS. now that ive established that once more moving on.... my dog hurt her leg. i dont feel like explaining much of anything these days but basically her ligaments are gone and theres no way to fix it to how it was before. im not too suree what i want to do. i may just leave it to heal on its own and see what comes of it. the vet said that was an option too.
my child, got sick again. i guess thats what happens when you lick the waterfountain? ive come to the conclusion that males are extremely dumb. but like their stupidity baffles me. and then again my downfall is that im stupid enough to need them in my life one way or another.
ugh how do you make friends? is that like a thing nowadays? do people do that? lately i find myself having a hard time relating to people and talking to them and im slowly coming to the conclusion that im probably going to be alone for the rest of my life.
my ex keeps telling me to not let the "intrusive thoughts" win. well, theyve always said that. but i mean i see why. i get thoughts of revenge on my ex's partner. and at first, its because i was still attatched and now its more like the principle of the thing? idk? obviously, never going to happen. my conscience wouldnt allow it. as in my mother. lol besides its all talk. unfortunately, this may come back to bite me in the ass but either way i feel like it needed to be written because in a way this is how all my emotions are feeling right now. all jumbled up. theres so much going on. like ugh.
meh. i purple you.
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