crack...that's my heart breaking.

I know you will never see this. But then again maybe you will...you had mentioned once that you read this...I dont think that's the case anymore but I'll gladly believe it.

I hurt. Everyday. I miss you so much. It hurts. I am hurting so badly. I wish you could come back. I wish things could be different. That I didn't have to go thru my life alone but I guess that's my punishment. 

I may have had good things happen to me but when they get bad, it's really bad. 

I cry and hug myself every night wishing it was you instead. I would stay up all night with you for the rest of my life if it meant u would come back.