I guess..

 Well, this is new for me. I'm not really sure what to talk about. I always have thoughts in my head, but I never seem to take the time to write them them. I have created countless blogs and bought and started countless journals over the years trying to put my thoughts on paper. But I cant never seem to keep up.

Maybe someone will find this. Maybe it'll be just my little secret. Until then, I guess I'll just use this to write my thoughts down. Maybe someone cares, maybe not. 

Maybe I should start off by talking a little bit about myself and my life...

I am in my late 20s, and I have one son who's on the Autism spectrum. He is the love of my life. I have one dog and six cats as well as a leopard gecko. I just recently moved to North Florida after living in South Florida most of my life. I was born in Virginia and it still feels like home. 

I'm not sure how much of my life to disclose and how much to keep to myself. My mom says I give too much away, I just think that I'm honest and upfront about who I am and what I have to offer. I figure it's easier that way.

I don't have many friends, if at all. I'd like to think I'm a good judge of character, but I've been hurt a lot in the past and that proves otherwise. I struggle with my general health as well as my mental health and that is something I will never lie about. I'm very self-aware but I also tend to be self-destructive, hopefully I can find another outlet to help with that.

If someone finds this, cool. I hope my thoughts bring you comfort or help or maybe even make you laugh. Maybe you can relate to what I have to say. I just want to put down what I have to say on paper or in this case on a blog, just to get it out of my head.